So I wake up this morning with full of thoughts about everything. About myself, my future, my family, and you. I'm kinda worried about those things and it becomes one big thought that I'm afraid of. I fucked up. I can't managed it with my own. Sometimes I find myself drowning in the sea of happiness but the other day I saw myself suffocating, dealing with that goddamn thoughts.
No one will not understand yourself, except your own. Like nobody. You may ask people you love, you trust the most. But at the end yourself will decided which one is right for you. Their statements is only choice like yours, it depends which way will you take. Oh, since when I become a thinker about shit like this? I was a person who believe these words, "chill girl, just let it flow. everything is gonna be okay." but then I realized, no, everything is not gonna be okay if you just sit there, worry, and keep thinking without doing something. Yeah sounds like bullshit but sometimes bullshit will take you to good way. Its up to you.
But where do I had to start?
