Untold Story

Wednesday, 16 November 2016

Human Nature

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 7:09 pm in poetry,

When you are trying your best

But no one could see it

Judge, ignore, then hate

You just look invisible to them

The only thing that they know,

You made a mistake

No matter how big it is

They will remember, like forever

It's called human nature

Oh me too..

Saturday, 22 October 2016

Eyes Speaks

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 9:53 am in random,

so obvious to see, so predictable to know

Saturday, 24 September 2016

a note to vandal

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 7:22 pm in poetry,

As the time passes by

The world will lead you

To separate the truth and lies

To split between pure and fake

You have to blend in

No need to disguise

Just watch and realized

See them betray you

See them sink into hatred

I am who I am

You would never be able to touch me

Even you are trying to destroy everything

Nothing would ever scare me

Friday, 5 August 2016

Persembahan

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 9:37 pm in poetry,

dalam sajak-sajak ini aku persembahkan
kepada ia yang aku rindukan
seperti kapal di lautan
selalu menuju kembali ke pelabuhan

dalam sajak-sajak ini aku tuliskan
kepada ia yang aku sayangi
seperti unsur senyawa kimiawi
substansi murni yang tidak dapat dipisahkan

dalam sajak-sajak ini aku ingatkan
kepada ia yang tidak aku lupakan
walau terpisah jarak atau subuah perkara
tak kan menyurutkan kata cinta
tak kan mengkhianati sebuah usaha
tak kan melunturkan kenangan kisah lama

dalam sajak-sajak ini aku tinggalkan
sebuah untaian kata untuk ia yang selalu ada

Sunday, 19 June 2016

ter-untuk kamu.

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 10:20 pm in poetry,

jejakmu di teras masih membekas

walau musim hujan berganti panas

suaramu masih terngiang

walau bising, tak membuatnya hilang

kamu ada pada sudut semua ruang

tak apa aku tetap senang

bagimu aku hanya membisu
bersikap tenang tapi tak menentu
tenangku adalah sebuah kesedihan
tenangku adalah sebuah keraguan
bukan tenang kedamaian
tidak seperti yang kamu pikirkan

entah apa yang ada dibenakmu

selalu berkata,

akan ada yang lain selain kamu

sudah jelas bagiku

cukup kamu yang aku mau

aku, kamu, kita

tidak sempurna

semua pernah bersalah

tapi bukan untuk alasan menyerah

kita pernah berjuang

lewati semua rintangan

bersabarlah, sayang..

kau adalah isi dari semua puisi
cerita yang selalu dinanti
karena kau yang selalu menemani

tapi tolong jangan pergi

karena aku masih ingin kau disini

tolong jangan berpindah kelain hati

nanti aku bisa mati.

Insecure

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 5:41 pm in random,

" I was dreaming of the past, and my heart was beating fast. I began to loose control. I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry that I made you cry. I didn't want to hurt you. I'm just a jealous guy. I was feeling insecure.

You might not love me anymore..."

Saturday, 18 June 2016

Promises

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 10:00 pm in poetry,

we were so near

yet we don't have fear

but good old days has already gone

by the tongue that has no bone

relationship is about honesty

even you are not ready

because we have to face the reality

yesterday we both in anger

"we're done", as you whisper

you're leaving without any reasons

i understand if you need to be alone

but please,..

don't break our promises, remember all the memories.

Wednesday, 18 May 2016

Sosok

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 5:22 am in poetry,

Parasmu adalah yang pertama kali kulihat

Mataku menangkap setiap sudut sosokmu

Lalu bayangmu yang kemudian aku ingat

Saat itu aku tahu hanya kamu yang aku mau

Auramu selalu mengajakku untuk mendekat

Jika hilang semua itu, aku bisa rindu

Aku ingin kita tanpa batas, tanpa sekat

Ada suaramu yang selalu tengiang dalam kalbu

Semua itu berhasil membuat aku terpikat

Tapi satu tingkahmu yang buatku ragu

Ketika ada sosok lain yang selalu menguat

Dan semua rasa perlahan terkikis cemburu

Lalu kita kembali membentuk kalimat yang belum tamat.

Wednesday, 30 March 2016

Tired

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 8:25 pm in poetry,

The brain is constantly freeze

And the heart almost broke

While your body is refuse to stand

Your soul is literally gone

Maybe you just tired enough

But actually you've already dead

All you need is not only a fresh air

Deep breath and just let it go

Fight the feeling

Face your problems

You don't need any power

As we both know, God's fair

Monday, 28 March 2016

In Between

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 11:12 pm in poetry,

Said you don't like him
But it seems you did
Said you don't want him
But the way you told me
I can see you clear

I see it just like everyone does
They do trust you
Cause you're giving them some hopes
You treat him not like the others
And your words still stay with no

Are you really care?
Or are you really enjoy to breaking them?
Cover up your words with white lies
Keep him like he really needs you
But actually you need him the most

If you've been hurting
If you've been unrequited
You can't just act like that to them
It makes you look alike a hypocrite yet slut
I really hope you can finally love yourself as well, my dear.

Saturday, 30 January 2016

Dear Kovs.

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 10:32 am in mine,

To my dearest, Kovs. Sorry there's no poem these days, Maybe soon, ok? Hope this little message will helpful. And sorry about last night, I wish you could understand about my selfishness and my disappointed. I blame myself. Btw I'm happy to share my time with you a lot, you such a sweet soul and I love you beyond words. :)

Mindfuck

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 10:11 am in mine,

So I wake up this morning with full of thoughts about everything. About myself, my future, my family, and you. I'm kinda worried about those things and it becomes one big thought that I'm afraid of. I fucked up. I can't managed it with my own. Sometimes I find myself drowning in the sea of happiness but the other day I saw myself suffocating, dealing with that goddamn thoughts.

No one will not understand yourself, except your own. Like nobody. You may ask people you love, you trust the most. But at the end yourself will decided which one is right for you. Their statements is only choice like yours, it depends which way will you take. Oh, since when I become a thinker about shit like this? I was a person who believe these words, "chill girl, just let it flow. everything is gonna be okay." but then I realized, no, everything is not gonna be okay if you just sit there, worry, and keep thinking without doing something. Yeah sounds like bullshit but sometimes bullshit will take you to good way. Its up to you.

But where do I had to start?