Bad Temper
Yap my temper is very bad and I knew it since JHS (also my friends too). People might think I am a quite person but if you trigger me with things that I don't like I would fight you with my statements. I can be so sharp at making a statement. I will debating until its clear enough. Even I'm not always wrong, but not always right as well. My bad temper has been causing so much damages in relationship between me and my family, my friends, and my boyfriend.
Tongue is boneless. The easiest way to hurt people is by saying something rude and sarcasm. If I'm in my temper I would saying those things, rude and sarcasm without knowing the impact for people that I fight to. But remember, I won't pick up a fight, if you don't trigger me. I guarantee you 100%. I am not Frht Abbs's typical person who always looking for enemies or kind of. Lol sorry. Oh and I am a girl. My hormones also take a part and girls are sensitive so am I. I'm just being real me.
People have problems so do I. Sadly, I can't handle them alone. But somehow I just can't tell everything even you are my family, friends or my boyfriend. But Allah is the only one I can't lie to. Don't complaining. Just treat me as well while I'm in my temper. Understand me. Sounds selfish but seriously help me out. Remind me if I was out of control. Because I'm trying to be more patience since in college. It's good, right? Changing into something better than before.
I apologize to some people that close to me for all the things I did wrong, for all the days I ruined, for all the troubles I've made. Especially my mom and Pota. Nobody would like to be the blame. Nobody would like to get the impact of my bad temper. I love you, but I just don't know how not to be me...sorry.
