Hati Mati

Hati Mati

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 7:57 pm in poetry,

Logika akan selalu kalah

Seiring hati selalu menuntut

Sudah tahu medan di depan

Tetap saja kau ini batu

Kalau sudah terlanjur

Kau salahkan logika

Padahal kau tahu ia mengingatkan

Tapi tak kau hiraukan

Sudah diberi pendengaran

Kau berlagak tuli

Sudah diberi penglihatan

Kau berlaku sibuta

Karena saat itu sebenarnya kau mati

Berdampak logika tak berfungsi

Hati diselimuti rasa yang berlebihan

Kau lumpuh seketika tak berjalan

Karena hati ibarat perempuan

Dan logika adalah laki-laki

Hati susah menahan rasa

Logika susah menahan kemungkinan

Lalu siapa yang akan menang?

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a Random-Half-Poem

a Random-Half-Poem

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 10:42 pm in poetry,

This anger really filled me up

My eyes were blind

My ears were deaf

My heart was numb

I'm in two different phase

One in a right way

Another one in a fool way

Can't take one of it

I'd like to say sorry

But no please stop

Cause I don't know

Nobody told me

While those regrets are coming through

I'm tired of being last to know

But the truth is still hanging

Right in his tongue

I'm not fucking ready

Like seriously

It's not fucking easy

Sorry for these fucking words

I understand now

But that's not the answer

I don't need apology

I need truth

If laugh doesn't make a sense

If surprises doesn't work on you

If I'm not enough for you

It's funny cause I'm nothing

Did I really know you?

Oh did I?

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well done, jerk.

well done, jerk.

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 1:35 pm in mine,

       So he has been the most selfish person I've ever know. Covering those bullshits with kind of sugarcoat and sweet stuffs. Now I know a roses, a chocolate, a song will not proof anything. Saying the same thing while he still has the same feeling too with his ex-crush. But Allah still loves me, even I'm tired of being the last to know. Let me caps these words, "GUE RELA NYAKITIN ANA DEMI LO". Oh, okay... Maybe I deserve it. But did I ever hurt you? Or make you cry? Make you feeling so blue? Ups, sorry I'm talking about me not you. I made you videos to proof a thing, to made you smile, to made you laugh. Wait, did you gave me a fake smile and a fake laugh too? My bad. I know we're nothing, but you don't have to treat me like this. You're always blaming me to let me down. Then you asked me to explain everything and I did. So why don't you gave me your defense or another explanation? Or saying sorry if all of my accusation are true? And the last, I never be the same as her. I can't drawing, I can't do make up well, I'm walking not driving, and I'm not her. Good luck with your ex-crush. Well done, God bless this young bad boy, a fake pathetic liar, a moron Jerk. :-)

oh btw,

I'VE DELETED ALL OF MY POST WHICH IS RELATED TO HIM EXCEPT MY POEMS BECAUSE POEMS ARE UNIVERSAL. GUE GATAU INI BAKAL BERLANGSUNG SAMPE KAPAN BUT ALL I KNOW IS WE'RE FUCKING DONE, MR. JERK.

WE'RE FUCKING DONE.

p.s i'm not a big mouth, just being sarcastic. :-)

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Renungi

Renungi

Posted by Avriana Indarwasti on 1:43 am in poetry,

Ketika ucapan sudah tak dipercaya

Ketika tindakan sudah tidak memberi arti

Ketika mengalah pun seakan sia-sia

Ketika bertahan tapi ia justru memilih pergi

Karena setiap kata yang aku ucapkan memiliki makna sendiri

Membuat kau berfikir sejenak lalu kau renungi

Karena disetiap tindakan yang aku beri selalu bertujuan

Agar kau paham bahwa ucapan tak berarti apa-apa tanpa perbuatan

Karena mengalah mengajarkan kita untuk melepas semua ego yang ada

Lagipula, bukankah mengalah tidak berarti kalah?

Karena disaat ada yang bertahan disitulah seharusnya kau mampu melihat, mampu merasa

Betapa ia berusaha tidak berpaling dari sekian yang ada

Betapa ia tahu bahwa ada yang lebih layak mendapatkannya

Betapa ia sudah terlalu lelah dengan semua buaian tak berguna

Maka disanalah ia bertahan, aku bertahan

Mengapa tak bisa kau yang merasakan kata tanpa aku harus mengatakan rasa?

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